My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
I sense it, I feel it, and I see it... Life can be sense, Life can be non sense... I`m learning to sense the life
Thursday, July 31, 2008
High - James Blunt
Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
Friday, July 25, 2008
Aubrey
And Aubrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But who's to blame?
For a love that wouldn't bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesn't mean a thing.
And Aubrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was June.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,
But God I miss the girl,
And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.
And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best.
But how I miss the girl
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But who's to blame?
For a love that wouldn't bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesn't mean a thing.
And Aubrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was June.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,
But God I miss the girl,
And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.
And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best.
But how I miss the girl
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
"Darah"
Minggu lalu baru aja beli 1 buku berjudul Celestine Vision
Di dalamnya ada membahas soal perebutan energi
Dalam jiwa setiap orang ada energi dan untuk bisa bertahan energi harus terus diisi ulang
Perebutan energi pun menjadi aktivitas lumrah yang terjadi untuk bisa hidup
Pagi ini saya ke rumah sakit kanker, bagian anak
Melihat poster sana sini di sekitar ruangan, ada merah darah
Saya merinding, jadi lemas, mau muntah, kepala pening
Wuf, padahal ini bukan kali pertama saya melakukan kegiatan ke rumah sakit seperti ini
Mendengar kata "darah" pun sudah mampu membuat saya merinding
Lalu mencium aroma darah di ruang ICU tadi hampir membuat saya melayang pingsan
Dan seorang petugas rumah sakit menjelaskan proses operasi potong sana potong sini
Kontan saja, saya makin mual
Ada sebab dari semua akibat
di tahun 2002 ketika hendak naik ke KRL Ekonomi menuju Depok
Saya berdiri dan tepat di hadapan saya ada seseorang yang baru jatuh dari atas KRL
Kepalanya membentur lantai dan langsung berlumur darah
Saya masih ingat, waktu itu saya langsung pusing dan berputar-putar kepala ini, mau pingsan
di tahun 1999 saya pernah melihat pemutaran video proses aborsi, waktu itu pun hampir mau muntah.
Huah....yang pasti nggak pernah saya berpikir untuk menjadi dokter
Fobia darah, jangan-jangan, sudah menyerang saya, dan saya sadar itu
Ketakutan berlebihan terhadap suatu obyek
~ Sigh, tapi ya sudahlah mau diapain yah, yang pasti saya sedang menetralisir energi dan emosi saya dulu, supaya tidak terkuras karena obyek bernama "darah" itu ...
Di dalamnya ada membahas soal perebutan energi
Dalam jiwa setiap orang ada energi dan untuk bisa bertahan energi harus terus diisi ulang
Perebutan energi pun menjadi aktivitas lumrah yang terjadi untuk bisa hidup
Pagi ini saya ke rumah sakit kanker, bagian anak
Melihat poster sana sini di sekitar ruangan, ada merah darah
Saya merinding, jadi lemas, mau muntah, kepala pening
Wuf, padahal ini bukan kali pertama saya melakukan kegiatan ke rumah sakit seperti ini
Mendengar kata "darah" pun sudah mampu membuat saya merinding
Lalu mencium aroma darah di ruang ICU tadi hampir membuat saya melayang pingsan
Dan seorang petugas rumah sakit menjelaskan proses operasi potong sana potong sini
Kontan saja, saya makin mual
Ada sebab dari semua akibat
di tahun 2002 ketika hendak naik ke KRL Ekonomi menuju Depok
Saya berdiri dan tepat di hadapan saya ada seseorang yang baru jatuh dari atas KRL
Kepalanya membentur lantai dan langsung berlumur darah
Saya masih ingat, waktu itu saya langsung pusing dan berputar-putar kepala ini, mau pingsan
di tahun 1999 saya pernah melihat pemutaran video proses aborsi, waktu itu pun hampir mau muntah.
Huah....yang pasti nggak pernah saya berpikir untuk menjadi dokter
Fobia darah, jangan-jangan, sudah menyerang saya, dan saya sadar itu
Ketakutan berlebihan terhadap suatu obyek
~ Sigh, tapi ya sudahlah mau diapain yah, yang pasti saya sedang menetralisir energi dan emosi saya dulu, supaya tidak terkuras karena obyek bernama "darah" itu ...
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