Jakarta, 30 Juli 2006 – status : high confidential
“…jangan berhenti kerja yah loe! Dimana-mana harus kerja selama 3 tahun dulu, baru coba untuk bisnis…”
“…iya, jelas-jelas sudah ada bukti betapa jiwa keluarga kita memang bukan untuk buka usaha atau bisnis….”
“…kalau kerja kantor agak lamaan, kita jadi terlatih dan bisa lebih menghadapi orang…”
“…tenang, gue nggak akan seperti dia, lebih enak kerja kantor, nggak ada tekanan…”

At that time, I kept quite, no need to debate these things, unless, it`s already over control, I know what to do, for sure. I might be too young to take this decision, and I might not be capable of doing all these stuffs. For now, I have something big in myself : a strong belief that I have decided the right way for my future.

Tapi teuteup yah bo, kepikir juga. Di malam ini, saya harus menggodok kembali plan ke depan harus seperti gimana dan I have really to know what I need and what I want. So far, udah sebulan ini menjajaki beberapa hal as a new challenge for me anyway.
Dynamic Life Solutions, co : bergerak di bidang training pengembangan SDM, wedding organizer, event organizer, dan juga marketing consultant. Our office is on Jl. Tanah Abang IV/ 46, Jakarta Pusat. As a research & Development Manager, ada beberapa tasks penting yang nggak boleh terlewatkan : survey market, data base rekan kerja sama untuk nantinya, dan juga preparation material training. Yang terdekat, sudah hampir rampung, tinggal tunggu tanggal mainnya saja.
Revell, koyo Morinoki, pengalaman sukses 4 tahun lalu masih terbayang, bukan hal yang mustahil jika PV group dan personal akan segera meningkat dengan pesat, sekarang masih dalam tahap menanam, belum menuai, and it might be one of the doubt to be an entrepreneur, tidak ada fixed income, tetapi menantikan passive income.
Writer….quite effective, decision to resign influence me much in this field and everyday I find myself improving a new idea and the creativiy fastgrowing, cerpen, cerber, self-help book, dan juga antoher innovation book, must be ready soon. Near projects : sayembara cerpen, self help book, and another self development book.
Toefl & Ielts improvement : one month has gone and the score might be stagnant as the used to be. 2 days ago met Vely and he inspired me much to be ready in the next choice of mine : ADS 2007. yaks….to be a social person? To be honest or to be an actress while writing my statements? My family needs me here…and it doubts me a lot…if this is a right track or not…to leave them soon after I get the scholarship. If it only satisfies my prestige and personal pride, I don’t think it might be a wise decision.
Prudential. “…Bu, sudah pernah tahu produk rekening khusus yang bisa memberikan fasilitas jaminan kesehatan yang pasti?...” don’t ever say that you`re from insurance agency, unless, people will stay away from you, and don’t ever tell a lie about your true sickness. These were what I got from the insurance training, very interesting and challenging, and it boosts my business thinking, and boost my confidence to learn more.
Plan to be a teacher sudah dicancel, but soon I will find the new one, and plan to continue my study abroad, depends on my IELTS Score. Plan to handle my family business juga dicancel after considering bad cashflows and financial problem. Last visit to my past company, was so impressing to me, missing my boss, colleague, and another main things there. No regret to quit, but many hope to be always get in touch with them. No need to walk back to the past, cause the time has been running so fast, my breath moves faster, as I must find my way the soonest possible I could reach.