Jakarta, 25 December 2010
Well, I know it might be a bit awful for me as a person, but you know what, I`ve been thinking about this many times, and I found that I could never lock it only for my own heart.
Tonight I want to tell you a very big thing (for me), ehm, I hope it won`t change too much us..
I should be honest to myself, that I really have a very deep positive feeling with you, I couldn`t say it is love or not, but I only feel something very big in my heart, flying all the times, sometimes I just can`t control this, but I learn that I should never make this as lust.
That`s the only thing I should tell you, I don`t wish you anything (well, it`s a denial anyway, yes I wish you something, a very positive thing, that I could share some parts of my life with you, to make a brighter life, together with you). Happy New year, oh ya, before I forget, I never realize how time flies fast, years a go, you were that young with your highschool pants, and now, I see you with that fascinating look. I`m happy to be part of your friends.
Me, with all the negative sides, might not be the perfect one to enter your life, and you, too, with all the bad things inside might not be suitable to fit my stubbornity, but I never know how to deny that I really wish to be with you in my whole life (song : A Whole new world...every turn a surprise, with new horizon to pursue, every moment red letter). Happy life, my lil bro :))
I never dare to say how much I love you, but I`m sure that a dare to be a sincere person is highly priced.
Regards,
Me :))
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